Trico and Patience

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I have been trying meditation for my anxiety. I have been using the  Calm app to teach me meditation.  It took time for meditation to start working. Meditation requires patience which can be difficult for someone like me who tends to not take time to sit still and relax. In a way, meditation is like The Last Guardian because the more patience you have with Trico in the game, the easier the game gets just as meditation gets easier with patience.

Meditation Struggles

The struggles began when I started my first meditation. I picked up a class targeted for anxiety instead of a beginner’s course so it did feel frustrating. I tried to do what they said and close my eyes and relax. But the meditation was almost 13 minutes. For someone that’s only done meditation a couple of times, that is a long time to sit there.

So what happened? Well first I decided to do it outside when it was hot so I got overheated. Then I just started feeling restless just sitting there doing nothing. I just did not want to sit still.

Trico Struggles

The beginning stages of handling Trico can also be frustrating. First, you have to get Trico to trust you and he just gets angry. You have to help him out of his chains and feed him so he knows you are not a threat. He learns to follow you, but he is still unsure of you. I gained his trust faster by petting him a lot which seems to make him like you more. I also purposefully looked out for treats because he liked them so much.

Trico also was afraid of water at first. He’s this big animal but water terrifies him. I had to coax him down with food and suddenly the water was not so bad anymore because it had tasty treats!

Meditation Training

So I switched to the 7 Days of Calm beginner session which helped me. I slowly understood how to meditate and how to stay patient. The narrator is aware that restlessness is common so they encourage through the restlessness.

The app is also encouraging because it lets you like your favorite sessions. It also has day streaks of how long you have been meditating and every sessions ends with a beautiful quote. Then there are also daily sessions which are really enjoyable and want you to come back every day.

Trico Training

Once you get far enough in the game, you can teach Trico commands. These can be used to help you get up to platforms that you cannot reach or jump across large chasms.

But, Trico is a wild animal so he may not want to do what you say. However, I found that through attention, such as pets and treats, he would respond to me faster and would help me faster. I would say he might be close to training a real animal.

Meditation Now

I have been doing meditation every day. If I do not do it first thing in the morning, I do it at night before bed. I am on the 21 Days of Calm which is the intermediate course and then from there I will focus on the anxiety courses. It does help me relax and I am trying to take what I learn from the meditation sessions and incorporate them into my life.

A common theme throughout meditation is patience and non-judgement. I have learned to be patient with my anxiety and I have learned to not judge my brain when it gets anxious. Instead I am more compassionate which helps my brain relax faster.

Trico at The End of the Game

Trico was well-trained by the end of the game. My patience and understanding of Trico led me to have a close bond with Trico. Trico would quickly respond to my commands and teamwork led me to complete the game and Trico’s story. I did not struggle with Trico not listening to me because I gave him attention throughout the game even when I did not have to.

Calm Future

I am hoping that through meditation and therapy I will be able to take better care of my anxiety. I want to be more patient with my anxiety and meditation is helping. I would recommend the Calm app and might make a future post about it!

What video game taught you the importance of patience?

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Sunshine Blogger Award!

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Thank you to Megan Plays Games for nominating me for this award! She recently wrote a post on Sphinx and the Cursed Mummy which you can check out here! I am honored to receive another Sunshine Blogger Award and I am excited to answer the questions Megan picked!

Questions

1. Favourite female character in a video game, and why?

My favorite female character in a video game keeps changing! I would normally pick Aloy, but after playing through Assassin’s Creed Odyssey, I am going to pick Kassandra!

2. Game you loved but feel like no one else remembers, or is really underrated?

Ghost Master. It’s a puzzle game where you control ghosts. I had it as a kid and then got it again on Steam.

3. A game whose ending you felt was really disappointing? Why?

Yakuza 6. I loved the game, but I found the ending disappointing because it felt anticlimactic.  It was still a good ending to Kiryu’s story because he finally found peace.

4. Favourite indie game? Why?

Hellblade: Senua’s Sacrifice. I love its portrayal of mental illness and schizophrenia. I learned more about what it was like to have schizophrenia while playing the game. I believe that it is an important indie game to play because it tries to help people understand what it is like to have a mental illness.

5. If a friend who wasn’t a gamer asked you for a sort-of ‘first game’ recommendation, what would you suggest, and why? Let’s say they are open to all platforms and all genres.

I think Okami because it is such a calming game and it has a beautiful art style.

6. What game would you credit with sparking your love for gaming, and what about it was so special?

The Nancy Drew video games, specifically Message in a Haunted Mansion because that was my first game in the series. I loved solving mysteries and playing as a female protagonist!

7. Favourite, or most memorable video game villain?

Handsome Jack from Borderlands 2. I loved his personality and how he taunted you throughout the game. He was also a really funny villain!

8. What are your personal thoughts/opinions on video games as ‘live services’? Do you think this is the path video games will take in future?

Honestly, I am not sure. I haven’t really played any games with live service. I have played games with DLC that continued the story. I think that it could work for certain video games, but not ones with a definitive story that ends.

9. Most memorable side quest/NPC questline in a video game?

I love so many side quests in video games so this is a tough question! I love the side quests in Witcher 3 so I am going to pick “The Volunteer.” I just loved that I got to meet a really funny troll called Trollololo!

10. Some video games, due to their popularity or following, are considered above criticism. Is there a problematic element, or something that really bothered you in a title that has received universal acclaim? Give me your unpopular opinions!

The protagonists in Grand Theft Auto: V were problematic to me. But, I am not a fan of this series in general.

11. Let’s say you have to make a playlist of songs for a particular video game character – songs that represent who they are. Choose any character, and list at least 1 song that you feel would be on their playlist. Any musical genre, no limitations!

I feel Kassandra from Assassin’s Creed Odyssey would love “Viscous” by Halestorm. The song is about overcoming obstacles and Kassandra grows as a character through the obstacles she faces throughout the game.

My Questions

  1. What is your favorite theme song from a video game?
  2. What is your favorite video game soundtrack
  3. What is your favorite video game genre?
  4. What is your favorite place in a video game?
  5. What is your least favorite place in a video game?
  6. What video game did you find visually stunning such as the landscapes or the art style?
  7. What video game food would you like to try
  8. What is your favorite video game series?
  9. What fictional game character would you like to hang out with?
  10. What deceased video game character would you bring back to life?
  11. What abandoned video game series would you like to see come back?

You can substitute these questions for anime or TV if you would prefer!

My Nominations

Adventure Rules

Around the Bonfire

Later Levels

Monsterlady’s Diary

OverThinker Y

Nerd Side of Life

Penguin Snacks

Pop Culture Literacy

Shoot the Rookie

The Brink of Gaming

 

 

Xenoblade Chronicles 3D Progress Update!

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I am slowly progressing through the game on my Nintendo 3DS and I have finally caught up to where I was. I remembered when I saw the Telethia that this was where I had to quit and restart the entire game because I was just way too under-leveled.

So now, I have spent time doing most of the side quests and leveling up the characters and giving them the best equipment that I have. I also made sure that they read arts manuals so I could unlock the intermediate arts. This post will highlight my progress since my last Xenoblade Chronicles post.

Satorl Marsh

This area is so pretty! I can only describe it as ethereal and recommend you search for pictures of it! It’s also full of some tough bosses. I had to fight some of them in order to progress to Makna forest and I struggled with them a bit, but after doing more  side quests I finally got better and defeating them!

I mainly helped out some stray Nopon in the area. They’re really cute.

Makna Forest

It’s a forest that is separated by cliffs so you have to walk on narrow bridges, I do not recommend looking down! I also helped Nopon here, but I mainly helped the ones in Frontier village out!

One thing I do not like it a giant dinosaur that’s almost 100 and I am barely 40 so I run when I see it!

I also met Melia here and some guy that looks just like Shulk named Alvis. Melia is a mage in the game and she is so far determined to help her people with the Telethia. Alvis briefly taught a technique and then disappeared so I cannot really say much more about him yet.

Frontier Village

This is a Nopon village inside of a tree! I love it and it looks like such a nice place to live! There are bridges that help the village grow upwards inside the tree. It also has a beautiful clear lake at the bottom of the first level.

The Nopon need so much help, but because of them I have leveled up quickly from doing all of their side quests along Frontier Village and Makna Forest

Colony 6

I am slowly rebuilding Colony 6 and I love helping the people rebuild their city! I struggled at first helping them move because the enemies guarding the bridge were tough and there were multiple enemy types to defeat.

Now I can physically build the colony and invite people into the colony. It is currently almost completely level 2. I cannot make it fully level 2 yet because I need some rare materials.

I do love the reconstruction process because you can physically see the town being rebuilt. It starts out as a pile of rubble, but towns and shops pop up as you increase Colony 6’s level.

Leone Telethia Boss

This boss has two stages! Both times I was doing really well. I was able to strategize my moves to take down it’s health. It was so much easier this time! I did feel bad that the Telethia could not be tamed, but at least Melia was able to avenge her guard’s deaths.

Making Progress is So Rewarding!

I am really excited to see all new scenes after the Telethia boss. I am currently at Eryth sea and Alcamoth. Eryth sea is gorgeous with floating islands and the clear sea. Alcamoth is breathtaking. It is a large palace with clear seas and the colors are mainly white which makes it look ethereal as well. This game does a fantastic job of making these unique locations that do look like they are from another world! It really helps with immersion!

Name a game that you had a tough time progressing through!

Community Collab: Video Game Literary Classics 101: Okami — A Cat’s Library

My dear friend Angie of backlogcrusader.com tossed out this challenge to the WordPress Gaming Community. The mission: It’s the year 2050. You are an educator in a high school teaching Video Game Literary Classics 101. You are teaching some of the greatest video game classics of all time to your students. We needed to choose […]

via Community Collab: Video Game Literary Classics 101: Okami — A Cat’s Library

A Cat’s Library wrote a wonderful post analyzing Okami. I played it on the PlayStation 4 and I adored this game! I enjoyed learning more about the art style and the characters featured in the game. I also did not know that Okami means both wolf and god! Read the post here and learn more about this amazing game!

Music in Games: Persona 5

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I loved the songs in Persona 5! I love their lyrics and how upbeat and inspiring they can be. I wanted to talk about music in games since I love music. I have been playing piano since I was around 5 and electric guitar for about a year. I also took singing lessons for a year and did choir for a couple of years in college! I want to start with Persona 5 because I love the lyrics in these songs and the music is one of my favorite parts of the game.

“Wake Up, Get Up, Get Out There”

The first song you hear every time you boot up the game! I learned the lyrics pretty quickly and started singing it every time the game booted. I love how it inspires you to “wake up, get up, get out there” with the refrain and lively jazz-like music. The lyrics talk about how you can change the world which is basically what you do in Persona 5! You change the world into a better place by taking down villains.

“Last Surprise”

You think you would get tired of this song considering it’s the battle theme that repeats every time you encounter an enemy, but you never do. I love the refrain: “You’ll never see it coming/ You’ll see that my mind is too fast for eyes/ You’re done in/ By the time it’s hit you, your last surprise”.

It’s a fun song that makes battles fun since you have to strategize your next move in the turn-based combat and it feels even more rewarding when the song is cheering you on while you battle!

“Life Will Change”

I love this song since it serves as a reminder that things will always get better. It is a theme of the game and the instrumental version plays after you reveal the treasure and go to fight the boss. I love the line “Can’t hold on or life won’t change” meaning to me that you have to be willing to make change to change your life. The song title is also definitive that no matter how bad things get, which bad things happen in this game from abusive teachers to corrupt politicians, life will always get better.

“Beneath the Mask”

This song is a somber song in the game. But, the music is also peaceful and the guitar and piano kinda sound like rain. The lyrics talk about having to put on a mask and be a “shapeshifter” to fit into society. This is the main character’s fate. He has to wear a mask in society not only to hide his true identity as the Phantom Thief, but also to fit into a world that treats him like a criminal due to false charges being put on him.

“The Whims of Fate”

This song is specific to the Casino Palace in Persona 5. The song is appropriate because it talks about chances at a casino and how you have to rely on fate. It’s a catchy song to play in a casino palace. But, it is also appropriate when it talks about fate. Niijima, the palace boss, tries to twist fate in her favor by cheating, but you continually figure out what she is doing to put fate back in your favor. This palace and boss is basically a battle between the fates of the Phantom Thieves and the fate of the palace boss.

“Rivers in the Desert”

This song plays during the last few major boss fights. The lyrics discuss holding onto hope with “Rivers in a dry land/ the last ace in a lost hand”. The song shows that there is always hope just like our protagonists know that there is always hope no matter what happens while they fight really tough bosses.

“Hoski To Bokura To (With the Stars and Us)”

This song is about bonds and how even far apart these bonds will still remain close. So this song was extremely personal to me. I got the game in April and finished it in May just in time for my college graduation. I had made some amazing friends and my closes friend would be in another state for law school. I cried when I looked up what the lyrics were in English and I was already crying because I finished the game!

The song is called “With the Stars and Us” because even though the friends of Persona 5 will be apart, they can still meet up and think of each other as they look at the stars. I’d like to think they are still close like I am with my best friend!

Jazzy Finale

I just had to call the ending this since all of the music in the game takes on a jazz-like theme! Overall, all the songs are amazing. I was happy when I watched the anime and they made even more original songs. Now, Persona Q2 is out with even more fun music! But, Persona 5 has really great music that just makes you feel good. It is uplifting with a positive message that life will be good and change for the better. I still love listening to these songs and this post gave me just the perfect excuse to listen again!

What did you think of the songs in Persona 5? What is your favorite song?

 

Meghan Plays Games Examines Ocarina of Time

Foreword This article was written as a part of a Community Colab, by Angie @ Backlog Crusader called “Video Game Literary Classics 101.” You can find her original post here. This write up will be a bit more formal/essay-like in structure, in order to explore the question “Which video game title(s) would you choose for literary […]

via The Philosophy of Ocarina of Time — Meghan Plays Games

Megan Plays Games wrote a fantastic post that closely looks at the major themes in The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time. I really enjoyed her analysis! I played the game for the first time in college on my Nintendo 3DS and I did not really think of how much emphasis there was on childhood and growing up. I could not have played the game at a better time considering I was transitioning to adulthood in college! Check out Megan Plays Games post here and enjoy her analysis of The Legend of Zelda; Ocarina of Time!

Making a Villain: Bioshock Infinite

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Bioshock Infinite is one of my favorite games on Steam and I have yet to talk about it on my blog! This was actually inspired by Hiram Lodge from Riverdale. I have been watching the series recently and I really like how they portrayed Hiram Lodge as a villainous figure and wanted to focus on a villain in video games. There will be spoilers in this post so please do not read unless you have finished the game or do not mind spoilers!

I chose Comstock as the villain because he is an iconic one for me. He was the first villain I remember really angering me when I was playing the game. So here is my post about why Comstock is a complex and interesting villain

Utopia and Bigotry

Comstock built Columbia in the sky and at first it comes off as breath taking. You see these huge clouds everywhere you go and the sun is shining. Everyone seems happy and content. You just want to stay in this world forever. Then you see how ugly it is.

The utopia fades when you win the lottery and your prize is to be the first to hit an interracial couple with a baseball. The town is clearly racist. From there the Columbia quickly turns into a nightmare with guards chasing you claiming you are the False Prophet. The city is in the sky because Comstock wants to be free to rule Columbia without outside influence.

Before you even meet him, you already are angry to see him making such a hateful world where he is worshiped like he is a God because he claims he is The Prophet of God. He builds this world just so his ideas can be practiced and so he could be seen as this great religious ruler of Columbia.

Personality

Comstock comes across as being a megalomaniac. He acts like he is this chosen God.  I believe that he is convinced that he is this holy person, this chosen Prophet. He is so lost in the idea of being a Prophet that he will even use his daughter to get his wishes to control both Columbia and the world. Columbia is distorted by him using faith to corrupt others into following him and his ideas.

The Mistreatment of Elizabeth

He is so focused on his delusions that he does not see the harm he is doing to his daughter, Elizabeth. Elizabeth is locked in a tower because she can tear through time and he wants to use her powers to create his perfect world. She is also later captured and in an alternative timeline where she is tortured and forced to destroy the United States.

When she is locked in the tower, she is so desperate to escape and live a normal life. She is trapped and she is never allowed to socialize so she only sees the world through books or her paintings. When you first free her, she is in awe of everything because she has never seen the outside world before.

Comstock’s Death

This is an interesting scene. Normally when you have a villain like Comstock, you expect a huge showdown. You expect a long boss fight. Here it is all done in a cutscene. Comstock deliberately pushes Booker by grabbing Elizabeth and keeps yelling at her to ask Booker about her finger. Booker looses his temper and drowns Comstock for torturing and locking Elizabeth in a tower all her life.

Comstock expected this to happen which is why he labeled Booker as a False Shepard and tried to get the people of Columbia to kill Booker. He believes that his role was to end with Booker killing him because he does not fight Booker. He also was able to convince Elizabeth that Booker was hiding something from her and also himself

The Twist Ending

Elizabeth reveals to Booker the truth at the end of the game. The truth is that he and Comstock are the same. Booker gave Elizabeth to Comstock to get rid of his debt through a tear and she lost her finger when he tried to grab her back. It turns out that you were playing the villain all along. This explains why Booker sometimes gets nosebleeds during the game because he was taken out of his timeline as Booker and went to Comstock’s world to basically fight an alternative version of himself.

This also leads to one of my favorite endings in video games. What separates Comstock from Booker is a baptism. When Booker is baptized he becomes Comstock, when he refuses the baptism he stays as Booker. So all versions of Elizabeth drown Booker so he will not become Comstock which means that Comstock, Booker, and Elizabeth are all no more.

I remember being so shocked by the revelation and I just stared at the screen and cried at the ending watching all the Elizabeths disappear and the credits roll.

Will the Circle be Unbroken?

This song plays as soon as you enter Columbia and I love this song! But, it also has a different meaning the second time you play. Comstock, Booker, Elizabeth. They are all on a never ending circle. Elizabeth broke it at the ending of the game.

It was surprising to know that I was fighting Booker’s alternative future. That this villain went mad because of a baptism causing him to become a overzealous Prophet that made Columbia. The game truly shows how just one small event can transform a person’s life.

What did you think of Bioshock Infinite? What is your memorable video game villain?